SaInt qI qI

LOVE THIS SONG !!

2009-06-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

ARGHH....HOLIDAY IS GOING TO BE OVER !! SO SAD !!

Went to genting highlands..... and finish watching boys over flowers online....
Been slacking this 2 weeks holiday...So shiok...well...YAA....
I LOVE THIS SONG from boys over flowers!! SO NICE !!I DUN WAN TO GO TO SCHOOL !! arghhhhhh

HAAA!! ENJOY !!

어떡하냐 자꾸 나쁜 마음을 먹게 돼
미안해

이러면은 안되는걸 알아
거짓말 거짓말이라 말하면
내마음이 다시 돌아갈까
눈물이나
너무 미안해서 눈길 못주고
가슴아파
첫마디를 뭘로 해
생각안나

뚯두 뚯뚯두 뚯두루 뚯둣 뚯두
빱바 빱밥바

그댄 자꾸 나를
나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
나쁜 맘이야 나쁜 맘이야
우리 사랑 영원히 없어지지않아

나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
너무 나쁜 맘이야 너무 나쁜 마음이야
우리사랑 지우는건
너무 나쁜 마음이야

이별이 싫은데 그냥 너랑 헤어지긴 죽어도 싫어

무슨말하고 제발 날 잡아 제발
정말 내 마음 변하게 하지말고 예전처럼만

다정하게
그냥 예쁘게 나만 봐주고
따스하게
한마디만 해주면
소원없어

뚯두 뚯뚯두 뚯두루 뚯둣 뚯두
빱바 빱밥바

그댄 자꾸 나를
나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
나쁜 맘이야 나쁜 맘이야
우리 사랑 영원히 없어지지 않아

나쁜 마음을 먹게 해
그대를 잊는 마음
내게는 좋은 맘 아냐
너무 나쁜 마음이야
너무 나쁜 맘이야 너무 나쁜 마음이야
우리사랑 지우는건
너무 나쁜 마음이야

이별이 싫은데 그냥 너랑 헤어지긴 죽어도 싫어

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what do i do. i keep having a bad thoughts.
i’m sorry

i know that i can’t be like this
if i say that it’s a lie, a lie
will my heart go back
tears fall
i can’t even look at you because i’m so sorry
my heart hurts
what do i say first
i can’t think

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

kindly
just think of me kindly
warmly
if you just say one word
i have no other wish

dootdooo dootdootdoo dootdooloo dootdoot dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

you keep making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
our love will never go away.. never

making me have bad thoughts
the heart that’s forgetting you
is not a good heart to me
it’s such a bad heart
it’s a bad heart. it’s a bad heart
erasing our love.. it’s such a bad thought

i don’t like farewells..
just breaking up with you.. i don’t like it even if i die

I saw dusts on my blog !!

2009-05-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

HAHA....i saw dusts on my blog !!
Is it i am too lazy to blog or too busy to blog ???

Hmmm.....school already start going to 1 mth already and i really feel the stress coming... it is really different compared to year 1..Last time we can have our break all the way till 230pm but now is only like 145pm... faint... we have lesser time for our lunch and we really have to eat fast and get back to class fast so that we can quickly do our powerpoint so that we can present at 145pm... shagged... We have to look at resources real quick and understand it so that we can answer the faci's questions...arr..stressful

Besides we also have PP to do this yr...project scope accepted...still have a 2000 report to proceed...i am longing for my holiday...i wan genting highlands real quick !

Happy 1 yr 11 mths...1 mre mth to 2 yrs =)

2009-04-10T00:28:00.000-07:00

1 week and 2 more days before school reopens...
Quite a number of things to be done ater the Beijing Trip...
Have cleared the RJ question and Post trip reflections
Left presentation slides to be done...
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Happy 1 yr 11 mths on 05 April 2009
Took some pictures at home with our couple wear which i brought @ beijing before we head out =)

Went Suntec and Marina square that day...
Had bear's favourite Pizza hut =)
S W E E T

BACKED from BEijing IAEP

2009-04-02T00:13:00.001-07:00

Oh man !!! I am backed from Beijing, people!! It is really a very nice, good, special or i should say unique experience in this 9 days trip... Hmm...Beijing is a really cold country...which temperature can drop till 2 at night and there is still 1 day which snows when we all went to Forbidden City... I guess the temperature is already negative.It is the 1st time i saw snow falling from the sky... Cos in SIngapore...it will be summer all the year... The temperature is always warm, only when times when it rains then the country will be more cooling...

Day 1: Singapore to beijing

Ah bear drive me to the Changi Airport in the morning and we reached around 6.50am.Look around and i don't seems to see anyone of them yet, most proberly they are not here yet since we have to meet around 7am. Saw the Air China counter at booth 10 and began to see Eunice and some other students. Report to her and have my name ticked and i get a Rp notebook...Sat down a side with ah bear and wait till its time to check in... Almost everyone arrived and we have our luggage checked in around 745am... deperatured... wave to bear... promise to call n msn him if i could... Facy ask us to buy a soveniour which represent SIngapore...is like so random...haha...We also need to form groups of 5... me, bridget, fong yi, hui fang and yu jun. Know three new friends that morning =) We had a quick grab after buying the soveniour and its time to get ready to board the plane... CA976 Air China... Too bad i cant sit with bridget cos the seats are jumble up... but its ok, she is just infront of me... sit with Mei yi(did not know her yet, only after the trip)...Blar blar...Ate the Fish meal in the plane...quite nice... nice experience sitting the plane.. heh heh

^^^ 6 hours later^^^^

Reached Beijing around 3.30 pm in the afternoon where we reached Beijing Capital International Airport... The moment i alright from the plane, cold air start blowing towards my face and i quickly put on my jacket before i feel too cold... it was around 5 degree that time... We have to take a bus the moment we alright from the plane to the place we took a train which brings us to claim our luggage... The funny thing is the belt is moving at quick a fast speed and we really have to get ready and be fast when we saw our luggage coming...or else... you will be start chasing over ur luggage...LOL...somemre people there are pushing and squeeezing infront to have the best position to stand in getting ready... you know la...china's culture is pushing...so ya...

Finally i get my luggage and we proceed to the arrival entrance, we saw Dr LILI and two other China students from Peking university picking us up. They welcome us and bring us out to take the bus to Peking University Health Science Centre. Took pictures alot the way in the bus...felt like a sua ku...but who cares...its the 1st time i am in beijing =) Saw the "Bird Nest" along the way...was liek so happy...cos it is where olympic 2008 is held... =)

Took about half an hour before we arrived at Peking University Health Science Centre
(Bei Jing Da Xue Yi Xue Pu)...was kind of excited and there are quite a number of shops outside the campus... The bus drive us to the international students hostel where we will be staying for the next 9 days. Alighted and carry that heavy luggage to the lobby of the hostel... Facy allow us to choose who to stay nxt door to us...As is 1 people per room... stayed at room 353... beside me is bridget 355 =)
while yu jun is 357... but fong yi and hui fang stayed at lvl 15... hmmmm...still ok la...

Dr LILI and Professior Shen brought us for dinner in the canteen within the campus... The 1st meal i had is like....ermmm.... omg... well..is not nice la... i rate it like 3/10 only... it taste weird... well ... The rest of them also feel that it taste weird and show that "not nice" look...HAHA...its ok... After dinner, Dr LILI and Professior Shen brought us around the school canteen to look around as there are many other canteens around and we can just go over and have our breakfast, lunch or dinner. There is also a convience store within the campus where we can shop for our daily needs and snacks... I was eager to buy Phone cards so that i can call mum n dad and bear... Good that we happened to saw a phone card shop and i brought a prepaid and top up card, immediately call mum n dad n bear to complain how cold it was in Beijing... yaa....Thats all for Day 1

Day 2:

Woke up like 7am in the morning as we need to meet at 8am at the lobby if i am not wrong... We have a opening ceremony follow by walking around Peking University Health Science Centre campus today to get familar with the place so that we will know where to go to when we have lectures and lab sessions... The campus building is quite beautiful and we took pictures of the building around. Had dinner at KFC which is along the streets outside the school... We had KFC as we are kind of like traumatised by ytd's dinner and we did not dare to dry other food just yet. Still we felt that Singapore's KFC tasted better...LOL...AFter we eaten, we shopped and walked along the streets. There si a shop which caught my attention as there is a white doggie inside the shop. i guess it belongs to the owner. I entered the shop as i want to play with the dog la...but i pretened to view the clothings as i am afraid that the owner might not like it... HEHE...the doggie is so friendly... I even took some pictures with it...i pat the dog and its body is so soft...wohooo... =) Hui fang and fong yi quickly runs away as they are afraid of dogs...LOL & YAA....I tried the Beijing famous BING TANG HU LU !! its nice ok !! yum yum

Look around other shops after that and Bridget saw a clothes which she likes...The Mickey mouse shirt but she did not bought it yet... Fong yi and Hui fang brought strawberries...hehe...Ya...its time to go back to the hostel to meet up with the rest as we need to visit the hospital after that.

Went to BEI YI SAN YUAN (Peking university Third Hospital) for a visit.It seeems like a busy hospital with so many patients around... Nurses and doctors with their white coat walking around... We proceed to a meeting room where we had a introduction of the hospital itself. The hospital have different focus and departments and it is a hospital with 50 years of experience.

Tour around and get to see the wards and doctors on duty...Good experience.... We ended around 4pm and good news is that Dr LILI and Eunice is bring us to the "Bird nest" !! The olympic 2008 offical helding place!! We are so excited and we are prepared to take alot of pictures of the "Bird Nest" !! HEHE
Took the public transport which is the bus..It just cost 1 rmb for the bus...So cheap..but the bus was rather packed, we have to take care of our belongings...YAA
Reached the " Bird nest" after like 15 minutes?? As usual pictures taken all around and there are people around bugging us to buy soveniours... LOL...well...we did brought cos it is consider memorable items ya... Yeahh....great day and ya...my hands are numb cos it too COLD !!

We took the bus backed and guess what....we go to the wrong place and we all walk for like almost 1 hr plus...bus we discovered some great shops around and we planned to go there someday...hehehe....SHAGGED day after so much walking...bathed and doze off...

Day 3:

Day 3 begins...ya...meet 8am again as we need to attend lectures... We need to attend physiology and biochemistry undergrad lectures that morning...the lesson is intensive and we are kind of stuck as those chinese science terms are kind of like too hard for us to understand... Some almost fall asleep...LOL, 4 hours of lectures and we are hungry...We walked to the canteen as fast as we could as we wan some lunch right away... This time the food still tasted alright...think we are too hungry la..LOL

yaa...meet aroound 1 plus again as we will be visiting the main campus of Peking university...The campus is really huge...is like 3 or 4 times bigger than peking university health science centre... The campus is also pretty with many nice scenery...Beautiful plants and flowers...We visit the school history museam to have a better understanding of the school... This school is rich of history and its is kind of unique... Took alot of pictures around this beautiful cammpus...Nice experience again =) YAYA !! THEY STILL HAVE YI TA HU TU lor (idioms which means all in a mess) LOL...Yi ta is the pagoda they have, while HU means the lake in chinese where they also have in the campus and TU means pictues in chinese but Library is called TU Shu guan... so makes up the "all in a mess" with the pagoda, lake and library they had ! How unique!

Ended the visit around 4pm and we decided to went to "BUGIS STREET" which is just behind the school. We discovered this place as we walked all the way after we took the wrong bus ytd night. We called it "BUGIS STREET" as there are alot of shops around and it is just like the best place to shop and bargins... but it close at arounf 7pm...so its kind of rush to shop and we can just bargin like mad in here...There are pretty and trendy clothings everywhere...You will feel like buying everything thing that looks nice to you...LOL brought quite some clothings and i am kind of happy...heheheheh

Ate our dinner along the streets outside the shops... nice nice beijing food =) YUmmy...nice try though !!

Day 4: pathology Lab session

WARNING: Pictures may be disturbing ya !!Do not view if you know you are not comfortable ya !

Yar..Its day 4 and we shall being our lab sessions today...Will be Pathology today, tomorrow will bw toxicology and clinical on Monday while sat and sun will be our rest and play day =)

Pathology today was really interesting, we get to look at things we have never seen in school. Like how they preserve the organs in formalin. These are use for further research use i guess... to look at how the infected organs will be... I has also tried a equipment which cuts cells tissues into slices so that we will be able to observe it on the slides after staining is being done. There are alot of procedure needed after getting the sample til the last stage where the slides is under the microscope for observations...

So now I shall let pictures do the talking now about what i have seen about the preserved organs:

ya, below are pictures which may be disturbing... do not view if...yaaa....

Morning session ended and lunch again (where i forget where we had our lunch liao) LOL

After lunch, we will be visiting Peking University Third Hospital 's Pathology lab which is near the Operating room... YA...again...pictures is disturbing...Be prepared...

We are being brought to a room where there are pathologist i guess... who is diagnosing on a person's stomach who has just being removed in an operation... heard from the explaination is that the stomach is still warm... There are ulcers on the stomach so it has to be removed... Whoa... Being a pathologist is cool...they are the one who help doctor to diagnose illiness...They are the backstage heros yaa!!

Aftr walking around, we are brought to another building where we get to look at other pathologist lab. It is really busy working and i tink those job are never ending...

Next we are being brought to a place where there is an underground pass (like some secretive room and it look spooky) hehehehe...

Well, it can really be spooky there becos...the whole place down there is filled with research specimens where organs and body parts are being preserved with formalin for study uses... I doubt we will have a chance to get into places like this in Singapore... unless we already entered the medical school...haha

Ended our Pathology lab session around 4pm...Ya...it Free and Easy again... "Bugis street" again !! =)

Day 5: Toxicology Lab session/ Xi Dan Shopping

WARNING: Pictures may be disturbing ya !!Do not view if you know you are not comfortable

Interesting lab sesson again today... however i still feel abit heart pain la... cos we will be watching how disection king disect those helpless little rat. There is no choice but to sacrifice these little creature for experimentation purposes. However this all girl group was really brave enough...we open our eyes wide as the disection king kill the rat and we even video it up.... Omg...violence girls...muhaaa =) however we had a precious lesson today and i salute to those little creature !! hehe

Ya, today is a half day, as what facy promised us when we have our half day she will bring us to go shopping =) So we decided to go to Xi dan which is the "orchard" version of China...hehe I act hope to go to Beijing Zoo so that i can see panda...but heard that it is not worth and we did not know where is it, so i just give up the idea...

Took the subway there, and is like we need t0 walk a very long distance to change into another route to our destination... real tiring ! Brought a really cute looking Hello kitty and some other things... =) Never really buy alot as the things there are much expensive...but i can say we had a great time la =P cabbed back to hostel that day as we are just too lazy to take subway!! LOL

Early night as we need to save energy for tomorow's GREAT WALL !!

Day 6: GREAT WALL !!!!!!!

yeah!! After days of lessons and lab sessions, it time for some fun today !! We meet up in the morning and EAT maggie mee in Bridget's room as breakfast so that we can have more energy to climb later!! LOL

Off to great wall and we took about 1 and a half hr to reach there... It was quite far from where we are... Lucky there is bus cathered =) (Lazy)

Reached Great wall...one word : COLD !!
Hands turned numb after i stayed for 10 min there... There are alot of shops which sells soveniour along the streets as we make our LONG LONG way slowly UP to Great wall... brought our tickets and there is student price ...so only 20 RMB ! hehe

There comes our torture !!
We need to climb dunno how many many many many and still many steps before we reached the wall... however, i can say it all worthwile cos the scenery can take your eyes off !! Beautiful, beautiful and still beautiful !! We took alot of pictures as we not want to miss any! Here we form the LAI LAI family...The LAI LAI family comes along when everytime Fong yi discover a great view to take pic and she will shout for Jeslyn to come over (LAI LAI) to take pictures for the 5 of us... It is really fun !! From that day we come into good terms with jeslyn, mei yi, ai ni and wilson group... The LAI LAI family..LOL =)

Had a great great time today despite being so tired...Tired but still smiling happily ! Yeahh...we choose to take the slides all the way down which is really shiok man ! SO fun man ! At first i am still feel uneasy as i wondered if it will be safe... but after that i want to take again lor ! FUN FUN FUN !!

Pictures below on how does the slides look like :

Brought some soveniour back home...Like magnet, a cute panda soft toy, Chop which crave our name at the bottom =) GREAT DAY !!! WOOOOOhooooo!!!!!

Sleep all along in the bus on the way back...=)

Put our things, rest awhile and "Bugis Streets" again and dinner !! HEHEHEHE

PS: This pic is precious hor!! Actucally need $ to take pic of that camel! Guess what that aunty saw me taking pic, den she quickly come over and block that camel's face with an unberella which you can see laying on the right bottom corner !! The reaction of her face in this pic is like %$#@^&*@!
MUHAHAHAHA

Day 7 : Forbidden City/ Gu Gong

Meet around 830am in the morning today to get ready to Forbidden City...
Not the whole 23 went as some of them choose not to go since they went there last time before there is only about half the group go... Took the public transport which is the Sub way again... It is still alright... not that crowded and walk that long like that day when we go Xi dan...hehe

It was so crowded man...there are people all around... However i was so happy to see Tian an men...the building is really beautiful !! Whoa... met Dr LILI there and she guide us all along to the entrance of Forbidden City before she leave us... No student Price...as they say they don't recognised overseas students card...LOL...Then why Great Wall allow?? Nvm...paid 40 RMB

I think is not worth as we did not really explore much...the 2 seniors from Peking University just bring us from the main door till the exit...is like?! we just walk all the way stright...Not fun!! I want to explore more around lor!! TSK TSk!! Somemre it is really cold that day man ! It even snows !! Omg...i wear so many layers but still...not enough..hmmm.... somemore the people here seems kind of uncivilised, they like to push and squeeze... wad e hell ?! Whateva...

Fun thing is that we at least get to wear the princess and emperior costume... HEHE...So fun being a GEGE (princess)...got the urge to watch reture of the pearl princess =) Almost the whole group wear costumes and took pictures, only a few did not.

Next we are out of the palace, and some suggest to go to "Jingshan park" so that we can have a great view of the whole palace on top. It was tiring again lor, we had to climb stairs again to go up to the top...Super sian...then somemre it is steep...scary de...I think some even fell lor when we come down...I shall not mension who...LOL =) (Evil)

Took bus back to hostel....SLEEP>>>> i sleep till like evening when we all meet up for dinner with LAI LAI group : jeslyn, mei yi, ai ni and wilson they all...LOL
We went to a resturant for dinner near the university...hehe...is nice and cheap wo...WORTH WORTH !! Somemre we had our private room de lor... we all 11 people inside the room eating and fooling around...LOL

2 more days in Bejing ....

Day 8: Clinical Lab session/ dinner at Jin wei Luo

Yawnn....i can today's clinical lab session is bored dao... Is more like a lecture to me... they bring us to different lab to look at how those equipments/machines works and how they do their task daily...Some chinese science terms is like...I don't know what they mean...But nvm... haha...at least some i still can understand...then just nod nod...if we don't understand...we will just say we nv learn before...LOL

Ended the whole session with 4 visits around 4pm... We had to make our way to Xi Dan- Jin Wei Luo with Dr LILI where we will had our closing ceremony and dinner with the whole team and Some invited professior and teachers.

Jin Wei Luo looks grand and expensive..HAHA...Took some pictures of the resturants and the table lay out... =) The food is still okay... i rate it like 7/10
Just that the appetizers tasted kind of weird...(Don't like) the main dishes are still nice... hehe...especially a dish with pork 1... They all say it is my fav dish as they keep saw me eating..LOL

After the dinner: 1 word : FULL and yet DR LILI still pass food for us from her table where they can't finish... My table are all girls with only 1 guy but we finished all the dishes... scary and hungry girls huh ! LOL

Certificate Presentations begins after Professior Shen speak a few words to us =)PICTURE taking again and blar blar...

Went back to hostel... we 5 of us and Eunice took the bus while the rest all took cab...LOL...The rest are going to have party at Jeslyn room, but i choose to skip it as i was tired and i havnt finish packing... heard that they party till like 4am ?! Omg !!

Day 9: Last day in Beijing/ CA969 - Beijing to Singapore

Last day in Beijing and we have to spent every minute here wisely !!
WOke up early as we promised to meet up for breakfast at MAc... At first we decide to meet at 7am..but i guess the rest are tired after ytd's party so we meet like 8 instead... Ate Mac breakfast, was quite similar to Singapore, just that the coffee seems to taste better...HEHEHE

had a quick breakfast and we hurried off to "Bugis Street" again for our last last minute shopping... Grab everything we like at the last min there..LOL
Bridget is so funny...she was still telling me happily that we will come here for last min shopping..YET HOR>>> she did not bring enought money as the rest of her money is still inside another pouch of hers...BLUrr BLOCK la...LOL

then nvm...we try to get discount to the lowest and lucky we met the lai lai team, and she borrowed some cash from Jin Hua 1st so that she can get her stuff...LOL

Brought some clothings real quick there as we need to check out of our hostel by 1130am ... While fong yi had he manicure done...LOL

Shopping was done real fast and we agree to meet at 1015 outside...but only till 1030 we saw fong yi only...then she was asking us did we see hui fang...
We search for this blurr girl around the whole "Bugis street" but she was no where to be found... We are worried and we are just like those ants around the hot pot.. Anxious and worried about hui fang and afraid that we are late for the check out...

We had no choice but to went back to the hostel around like 1045pm...we pray that hui fang was already backed....when we reached the hostel...she was not @ the lobby... we prayed again that she will be in Yu jun's room..argh...she was there...
She told us that she can't find us so she went back alone... How dangerous...Hai...
But we still thank god that she is safe and sound...

We quickly stuff our brought stuff into our bags and ready for check out...
Bad things happen to me...i shall not elaborate about it here ...if not my blood will boil again ! (Bad impression liao) =( Lucky there are my facy and professior shen helped me to settle...if not...SIAN 1/2

Off to the Beijing Capital Airport where Professior Shen and 2 medical students who guide us along send us off at the hostel...

Board the plane when it is close to 3pm...some air turbulance...scard
6 hours later>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I am home...SINGAPORE....i feel real happy that i am home =)

HOME IS THE BEST !

OVERALL: I really learn alot and see alot in these 9 days in Beijing... i feel that i am even more independent and thinking has changed after this trip...it rocks !!

8/10 for this learning trip !

4 classes for a new year

2009-03-20T09:34:00.000-07:00

Checked yandao.com and found that i have 4 different class for different modules... LOL, its kind of troublesome and i am thinking if i will go to the wrong class for the wrong module... that will be super funny...muhaaa

I can imagine all staring at me when i open the door and i will wonder why they look so unfamilar... LOL

I will be doing 5 modules nxt yr ...will be more busy and have to do PP which is a project... arghh..wonder how am i going to cope... I have to put more heart in my studies... I am doing 5 modules for the prepration for advance diploma in pharmacy practice in year 3... arghh... year 3 will be more stress, as it will surely be a torture before graduation... FYP and ADPP... HAHAHA...

Is like 2 more days to Beijing... really excited yet i have not finish packing...LOL

I miss bunny...she shall be in my heart forever...
Are you having fun in heaven now bunny ??

May u rest in peace 'bunny'

2009-03-17T12:54:00.000-07:00

I could not sleep at all... I was too sad...its already 3.55am now yet i am in grieve. My pet rabbit who is with me for around 8 years passed away on 17 March 2009... I never expect it to be so soon... I know she is looking weaker by days but i never expect it really... ytd she still look so active and happy... I regreted for not seeing her for the last time... not being there by her side when she leave... I was outside when she leave... how could she .... I felt really sorry... but i know i have done my best as a pet owner all these years...

http://saintsqiqispecialmoments.blogspot.com/2008_11_01_archive.html

When i look back on this post i have posted for my pet, i cried and cried... heart really ache... May she rest in peace and she will be in my heart forever...

SUPER SAD

I really thank bear and my parents for being my by side on settling bunny's cremation and deciding what to do when i am so lost at that time...

TREASURE everything before it too late....

'__'

2009-03-16T02:54:00.000-07:00

Went to IT fair with ah bear ytd (Sunday)..omg...it was so crowded man, we could not even walk over to the exhibition side. It was as if those IT items are for free =) Singaporeans are like that..haha, anywhere that has discounts, they will charge there no matter what ! LOL =)

Seeing on such a situation, we gave up on going to the IT fair at the afternoon and we just shopped around suntec and marina square =)But we did went back to the IT fair when it was about to close ard 830 pm ?!... LOL !! There are discounts everywhere since it is close to the closng time which is 9pm. They need to clear their stocks fast. However, there is nothing we wanted to buy as we already have. Haha

Ya ! We went to the acade as usual at suntec in the afternoon since IT fair was packed tat time, we played the PUSH sweets machine since it is so near to C which is also quite near to JP (jackpot). We both spent about $ 30 and get a penguine mama and baby..So cute =) hehe

1 more week and i will be flying to Beijing (Peking university) and their affiliated hospitals for exposure and learning trip. I was quite excited as it wad the first time i am going china. LOL =) Really thank my sch for giving me this oppountunity ! Shall post alot of pictures when i am backed ! I will miss papa mama and BEAR !! =)

Crazy times =)

2009-03-01T08:24:00.000-08:00

Heh heh,

Went out with Ah kiong and Yong qiang ytd. We really had crazy times together ytd and fun !! As usual, i was late again for meeting, i turned up at 4plus regardless of actucal meeting at 3pm. All thanks to mum talking to me at home while i was eating my chicken rice =) Ha ! While knowing i am going to be late, godness, i still choose to take the bus all the way from woodlands to Marina !! Arghh... Thanks i have my PSP along the way if not i will get bored along e way. It takes a longer time to reach due to the rain... ahh...1 and half hr !!

Met them and we went to suntec and walk around, we took the esculator up and again i saw the acade shop ( Toy catcher shop) Omg !! It was so tempting to catch so cute and nice looking soft toy !! Spend a few bucks after some failed tries !! Arhaa !! Went to the cinema and we hesitate so long to decide which movie to watch, in the end we decide to go over to Marina square and walk around. The fun comes in when we are at marina bay, we spent hours at the (Toy catcher shop) again but at Marina square this time!! At first we just look around and watch people catching. It was so exciting and tempting at times !!

As previously I had withdraw money at suntec, DIE !! I am tempted to change my $10 notes into coins and go on for a catch... LOL...In the end, we all 3 really spent money at that toy catcher shop !!! So funny !! Even yong qiang who save alot went to change for coins... We are so fansinated by the ( PUSH toy machine) omg !! It was exciting every time we scope the toy up and start pushing the toy till it drops ( which means we win the toy), but again our heart melt when we saw the toy falls !! Really crazy times tgt !!

Ah kiong say this will be his 1st and last time playing those !! HAHA !!
I keep asking him this Q ytd : You look around la, you think it looks like we are having recession now ??? Is like so many people around spending hard earned $ on those toy !! While precentage is low to win those toy. hmm...really we 3 really get heart pain after we spend SOME $ ytd !!! HOWEVER, i think it still deserves a little as we get some toys back home, the crazy times we play and WE ARE HAPPY AT that moment !! HAHAHAHA

I miss ite !!! I shall never forget those great times we all shared !! I think i have the best pals in ITE !! They rock ! Those 2 years shall be most memorable!! Can we turn our time back to those good days again ? Haa

I am excited and looking foward on flying to Beijing for my learning trip !! PKUHSC here i come =)

Sweet Valentine's 09

2009-02-17T09:48:00.000-08:00

Hehe, this is the 2nd year i celebrate Valentine with ah bear =)
Cooked spagetti for lunch before we went out in the late afternoon.
Went to vivo,crystal jade to have our vdae dinner , yummy! the food is nice wor !!
Really enjoy this special day.
Thanks for everything ah bear !!
Loves

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THE SPAGETTI WE COOKED FOR LUNCH =)

LAZY

2009-02-11T06:34:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA.. I am super LAZY to update my blog these days !!!

Emo ed

2009-01-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

Hai...i feel so emo right now.... the feeling is so wrong...
What exactly happened???
SIAN

LAZY GIRL's back

2009-01-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

Haha, been so lazy to do upload nowadays...

Hehe, 1 week of school has passed after the holidays...i still have like 1 week and 4 more school days to go...which means is like 9 more days of school before i end this year and going up to year 2 !!

I really can't wait for that long long holiday and Chinese New year !!
However, i am sad to part with classmates from E35D...they are really a nice branch..esp the group of girls =) Going to see new faces again in year 2 =(

Schools is rather okay nowadaya and i think the faciliators are getting lenient since the semester is going to end...LOL... tml and thursday i shall have the last 2 Uts !! yeahh!!

Today is the release of GCE O levels...I know Joan is so disappointed...
Don't be sad ya!! Smile =)

Hmmm.....Wonder i have the chance to go Beijing iaep...
Hmph...Why ?! waiting list !! =(
Pray hard.....LOL

HAPPY 2009 !!!

2009-01-01T00:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!
HAPPY 2009 !!
I HOPE EVERYBODAY HAVE A GREAT & PEACEFUL YEAR AHEAD>>>>>>>>>>!!

RECALL....
10 Happiest thing in 2008

1)ENTER polytechnic to continue with my education & Get into a course which i fancy> Pharmaceutical sciences
2)BUNNY recovered =)
3)Went back to ITE with my friends and have good chat with my dear lecturers
4)Genting highland with Bear & gang
5)Being with Ah bear for a year on 050508
6)GAthering with ITE friends
7)Get to know the branch of sweet girls from E35D
8)SIngapore Flyers on my 21th birthday
9)MAMA quit her bakery job and got another job which she is happier
10)QUIT THAT NONSENCE BREADTALK PART TIME JOB !!

Unhappy things in 2008

1)Disappointed with my 1st semester class
2)Working at breadtalk ....~~~
3)When bunny is sick
4)Problem with my sensative eyes

HAHA..Thinking back it seems to have more happy things which happen in 2008 than unhappy things ...Means I have quite a peaceful year in 2008 =)

RESOLUTIONS for this NEW YEAR 2009

1)Study hard in Year 2
2)Better grades in year 2 so i have a chance to do ADPP in year 3
3)Don't waste any more time
4)Sleep lesser !!
5)More happy times with bear
6GOOD HEALTH FOR EVERYONE
7)$$$ come>>>
8)Lesser complains & excuses
9)NO MORE RECESSION & EVERYONE WORK PEACEFULLY WITHOUT STRESS & WORRIES

Lastly...

GOOD ECONOMY & WORLD PEACE!!
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Celebrate New year with Ah bear and his friends at Marina SQUARE & also watching the spectacular Fireworks !!

Had buffet & steamboat dinner at YUKI YAKI
Had fun cooking the food & it is quite delicious...
Just that the part where we "fry" the ice cream was pretty lame...
Is like we need to use so much force to "fry" the ice cream just to eat ice cream...LOL...

After we had our buffet dinner at YUKI YAKI..we proceeded to watch "Bedtime Stories"
HEHE...Quite a heart warming story =)

After the movie...We walked our way out to the open air to watch the fireworks
The whole place is filled with people & crowds...I am sure everyone's mood is most high at this level in welcoming the new year =)

LAstly Ah bear went for majong session...while i am too tired to join so i went home & ZzZzZz

MESSAGE for AH KIONG
:) Sorry Ah kiong that i am unable to join u for sushi ytd !! We shall meet some day again !! HAPPY NEW YEAR & thanks for the wishes for me @ ur blog !!

THE GIRLS

CHEERS

=)

A bear craving for food...

ARE YOU HUNGRY ?

STEAMBOAT

DORRIS COOKING =)

COOKING TIME =)

THE MINNIE MOUSE A BEAR CAUGHT =)

FIREWORKS HAPPY 2009 !

JIGSAW timE =)

2008-12-30T08:21:00.000-08:00

ENJOYING THE HOLIDAYSS!!

MERRY XMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!
IS LIKE ARD 1 MRE MTH TO CNY !! ARGHHH !!! then i will have holiday again till like APRIL 09...omg

hmm...school is starting ard 1 week time =(
3 more weeks to go !!

Slacking at home today, while AH bear come to my house...
We play jigsaw puzzle...hehe...The picture looks so sweet... hee =)
Celebrating New year tml ~~ Countdown to 2009 =)
LETS PARTY ~~

OUR NICE PUZZLE =)

PUZZLE & ME

Whoa...Enjoying the holiday =P

PUZZLE & AH BEAR =)

Backed from KL

2008-12-21T05:20:00.000-08:00

Yo.. Backed from KL since Thursday... Went there to visit my grandma, meet up with my reatives and do some shopping at KL... Brought alot of nce and cheap clothings =)
Feel so bad that i did not celebrate with Bear on his birthday as i am still at KL... but hope he like all the birthday present i got fo him from KL...

Great to see grandma feeling better just that she will tent to eat alot nowadays...is like almost every Hr she will ask for milo...LOL
Lucky there is MON ( Maid from cambolia) there to look after her ... =)

Below are some pictures below of the Jack russell puppies and their mum and dad... The doggies belong to my cousin who stayed in KL...haha...So cute

CUTE LITTLE PUPPY

LITTLE PUPPY TRYING TO DRINK MILK

Besides i also have cute pictures of my twin cousins... JIA YI & JIA EN =)

JIa Yi bully jia En...HAHA

JIA YI & my MUM

JIA EN & ME

IS THIS DRESS NICE???

LALALA>>>they also doing shopping

JIA YI & JIA EN 'S SMART BROTHERS(Top in class every year)...

CANDID SHOT (My mum, uncle, aunty, the two brothers JIA HAO & JIA HUI), JIA YI & JIA EN

QI QIONG GAI

LAST but not LEAST...
SOME PICTURES OF KLCC,roller coster from TIME SQUARE & Xmas Tree...and Yummy DOME COFFEE..LOL

DARE TO TAKE THE RIDE ? ROLLER COSTER @ TIME SQUARE

MERRY XMAS

NIGHT VIEW OF KLCC

VIEW FROM TIME SQUARE

YUMMY DOME KOPI_MOCHA

LASTLY....This NAUGHTY BOY here who enjoys banging the door !!LOL... ZI ZUN who is my cousn's son..

ZI ZUN =P

HAHAHA

2008-12-11T07:28:00.000-08:00

WHOA !! IS MEE aka BEE Hoon day, today !! It is so nice of Amanda to help we girls (Hannah, Daphnne, Agnes, Bridget,Joan, Eunice & ME )buy BEE Hoon for breakfast today. YUMMY BEE HOON !! It is the most economical way !! LOL..SAVing for crisis... BEE HOON is like so nice & cheap..LOL

SCIENCE today is the most fun day among my semester 2 BECOS we are able to choose our own teammate !! YEAH ....My team rox !! ALL girls team... which consists of

Amanda
Joan
Bridget
Agnes
& ME ME ME

hehehehhe...
Hmm...I really feel sad for my sci facy today... think she is under too much pressure...thats why she broke down today... It is really hard being a mother & our faciliator... hmmm...We should understand her...

=( AH bear is sick..got fever... Hope he get well soon...sad
Same goes fo BUnny...Her leg is injured which makes her having diffculty to stand up...Hope she recover ASAP...& The medicine works...I feel so worried... =(

Last day of school tmr before my 3 weeks holiday starts !!
Leaving for KL on saturday morning to vsit my grandma and do some shopping at KL..

YOH !! HOLIDAY IS NEARER !! CHRISTUMAS !! NEW YEAR !! HEHEHE !!

hehe..i shall blog about my pets today !

2008-11-28T06:33:00.000-08:00

HEHE...I shall blogged about my pets today...I have 2 rabbits for about 7 years already...think not many know about this... =)
They go through thick and thin with me...

-They acc me when i am study alone
-They watched tv with my whole family every night
-They stared at me when i am crying...

One is grey and white in colour called Bunny...
Another one is black and white called Porky... LOL

They are both my sweet hearts... Both have different character...
Bunny is very active and she enjoys snack =)
Porky is very greedy and she watched us when we are eating...so cute =)

yeahh....Actucally overall, i have 3 rabbits ....You know why ??
I also have one more in PET SOCIETY call NINI !! LOL

Here are the picures of all my pet =) HEH HEH ...LOVE THEM !!

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SCHOOL is quite nice today...HEHE...Enjoyed the lesson today & we gers had Mcdonal for lunch...heh heh...I guess the gers are quite shock on how is my preference on the burger...well,is like Curry burger instead...LOL

YEAH !! We chatted along as we eat about the class... nice =)

hmm...

2008-11-27T03:42:00.000-08:00

Skipped school today as i was not feeling well and feeling tired...Ytd night i had a bad flu and my eyes itched like hell...damn it ! I am so pissed off, why i seems to have so many health problems!
Went to yshun today with mum to EU Yan Sang Clinic for consultation. Since my eyes did not get well after i have seen multiple doctors so i decide to try traditional chinese medicine. The Practitioner says that my lungs are weak therefore i always have flu which leads to itchiness of my eyes & also breathing diffculty.I think what he says seems to be accurate. He prepare medicine which last for about a week, those medicine tasted bitter =( Have to mixed with water and drink 3 times a day!!

Have to go back again nxt thursday. argh! hope i will have no more health problems !

FOOD I CAN'T EAT
-EGGS
-SOME Type of Fishes... SALMOND CAN !!! YEAHH
-Chocolate for the moment
-Cold drinks
-Seafood =(
-Peanuts
-ANY WAY, food with HIGH PROTEINS !!

Schools nowadays is getting boring... BUT
I enjoyed communications ytd with my team about taboo...
haha...Martin is really....HAHAHA
well...
Grades is still ok...hmmm.... jia you !
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Attended Ah bear's friend patrick wedding dinner on 23/11/08 Sunday...
I can say that the feeling of this wedding dinner is abit different from what i have attended before...Haha...Shall upload some pictures soon =)

Went back ite to visit...

2008-11-13T18:33:00.001-08:00

Hehe,went off half way after class(ytd problem is tedious!!) to ITE with ah kiong, Li jin & calvin.
I was really looking foward to go back to ITE since i have not gone back for about a year since i graduate from there. Really missed all those lab i have done my phase tests, training, the fun time when I had with JB0504C/R and those sweet & caring lecturers I had in there. ANother thing i missed is those food there...We all ate Yu Pian Mee Fen (Fish soup noodle) ytd... we really missed that taste...even the uncle who sells noodle still remember our faces =) LOL...

Was really a fruitful trip back to ite as i get to see and talk to those lecturers i want to see. We 4 had a good chat with Mdm ruhaidah, Ms Lee and ms Foong... They seems so happy to see us again... They encourages us to work hard in whatever we are doing...Either schooling or working... We have also chat about other classmates we have, about their life and what they are doing now... Mdm ruhaidah want us to plan for a class outing again, best is having a chalet again =) Ah kiong seems so stress on how to make an outing... haha... =)

After the visit, we all went for a movie at tampines Mall...we watch Madagascar Escape 2...Haha...it was quite a sweet and funny movie...rate it at 8/10...

I think i am too tired ytd as i thought i lost my wallet when i could not find it when i was about to board the bus(since i need to tap my card)...OMG...I was searching throughly in my bag but my wallet was no where to be seen ! Panic....in the end..Ah kiong managed to find it...OMg...actucally i have put it in another pocket...How blurr i am !!

There are some of the pictures i took for the visit... =)
-The Yu pian mee fen that we usually eat...We missed the taste
-The lab we used to trained, have fun with our class and doing our phase test
-Our sweet mdm ruhaidah
-biohazard ...

Choppd my hair =)

2008-11-11T07:35:00.000-08:00

Hehe..had my hair chopped ytd...feel so much better..much more cooling than before.
i have to spend a long time taking bath when i have long hair, now i spend lesser time =) Likw what my classmtes say, i have cut down on usage on water, shampoo, time and electricity !! heh heh =)

yeahh...ah bear say i look better too =) heh heh happy =)
The hair cut cost like $20..i have discount since i am a student =)
I had my hair cut when i went far East with bear ytd...it was quite random actucally. We went for dinner at Far east, as we are walking along the shops to have dinner. We saw some salon, then i tell bear that i feel like cutting my hair...
Bear was like... so random ?? You serious?? later u cry ar !! haha...LOL
Yeahh...but i did not cry...after dinner, i just go to a salon which i have "affinity" with =) Hehe....Good services & good price =) happy with my hair cut ...lol

yeahh...did Ut today...well... i was quite mad at myself for making some silly mistakes !! Damn !! Waste some marks !

Well...Science today....illed... i don't want to talk about it anymore...Well..sucky !!

yeahh.... pictures of me after my hair cut below... =)

Lots to update !

2008-11-06T06:04:00.000-08:00

Been so lazy those days therefore now then i start to update...

UT today..Still quite ok, hope the grade will be better than the previous sucky grade...LOL
Today's facy was like... well, feel that she don't really know how to faciliate kind of feeling... she is kind of irritating!! ...In the end my group only left with 2 people... Me & anand do the ppt like mad...LOL...guess everyone buay tahan her... =p
Amanda was sick...Hope she's gets better...something must be wrong with the laksa she ate... Hmmm...

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YTD was my 1 YEAR 1/2 MTH With AH BEAR...We went to citylink to eat sakae sushi ( my favourite), after that we wentto the acade in suntec to play "catching" (Catch soft toy la) In the end, i get 3 nia... i spent only like $10... See..i pro in catching... =) LAst but not least, i tried this yummy ice cream !! Super nice... Tiaramisu favour =)
I caught a rabbit, minnie mouse & mickey mouse... cute ?? ( Pictures below)
Overall...HAPPY 1 YEAR HALF MTH AH BEAR !!!LOVES!!

Yeahh...these are the pictures i took with those sweet gers in class on Monday ( when we are all having blues after holidays)However, they brighten up my gloomy day !! LOL

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Hehe...Had a wounderful genting trip with Ah bear =) Really don't feel like coming back nia...Wahaaa... Indeed we enjoyed the theme park rides, believe it or not, the food, casino, playing mini stall game to catch bear bear, our supper time ( Eating cup noodles can also be so happy),enjoying the nice weather and many more =) Shall look foward to our Hk or taiwan trip !! =)

i just post some pictures here !! cause its too many !! =)

Holiday loe !!

2008-10-25T02:52:00.000-07:00

Argh... Holiday has finally started man...although it is only a week...I gonna make good use of it to give my mind a good rest... haha =)

School is rather okay ytd just that the topic is kind of "THE"...
Only about 12 turned up for class ytd as some have gone for holidays, some for o level retake or maybe due to the wet weather where most is craving for more sleep..Hehe

Slept at 330am ytd...played game on PSP till so late '_'
woke up at like 330 pm !! OMG..12 hrs of sleep...

HAPPY DEEPaVali for all indian friends !! Enjoy yeaH !!

Hehe... 29 Oct is nearing...Arghh...i can't wait to go genting !! Gonna enjoy & relax there !! Yeah ! Ah bear !! excited ?!

weekendss !!

2008-10-19T09:00:00.001-07:00

SATURDAY
Went to Chinatown with mum on Saturday since she say she need to buy something from there...

Manage to shop for a new top..pretty nice =) Next...
Funny thing is... mum and I each brought a luggage back...(which means 2)
Was quite funny when we each take a luggage home...people staring at us as though we are some aliens... "WHATS WRONG WITH BUYING 2 LUGGAGE NIA" ??!

Therefore i suggest we take cab..or else imagine us each taking a luggage onto MRT & bus.... arghh...save the trouble ( too bad dad can't come & drive us home) ... hehe..like my dark pink luggage...heh heh =)
Look foward to the holidays !!!

After ah bear ended his work & come over to my hse, we Watched SI WANG XIE ZHEN...wad a lame movie... like no link at all..but can be thrilling & scary at some scene... overall, the story line is kind of studid... Rate : 5/10
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SUNDAY

Bathed bunny today, found that her leg seems to be a little injured... Poor bunny =(
Think of way to make her feel more comfortable when she is in the cage... Hope u like the new set up to make u feel better & quickly recover ya !

School on tomorrow...eek yer...sian de... still gt what temperature taking thinggy...
???
Dreaming session begains.....Hahahahha

=)

2008-10-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

Today's lesson is rather interesting as it is about PRIVACY... has great understanding after all =) CamwhoRed with some of my classmated during lunch break today again..Funny... having fun time daily in class is also another motivation..Haha =)

Argh... tmr UT la.."Mugging" now (yeah right...looks like i m bloggind instead !)
alakmah !
Quite pleased with the grades recently at least...Heh heh...work harder !!

I am so pissed with my mouse 20 mins ago !! I spent 15 min fixing !! The stupid wire !!

Shagged out...menses sux ! lol

Class Day !!

2008-10-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

Lol, have fun with my classmates today...
This class is really different from the previous...it is quite united and crazy in the sense. had lunch together & we took pictures around school =) Haha...Kind of fun...UT today..still quite ok...at least manageable..haha

I like science today cos i likes biology =) Great Day ! Tired... ZzZzZz

SUNDAY

2008-10-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1 Year 5 Month Ah BEAR =)More and more to go....

hehe... what a slack day i had...Staying at home...Watching tv...do my RJ...online..music..play with bunny... =)

Had gathering with my ite mates at Seoul Garden ytd...Indeed i nv get tired being with them...they are still the best... Bear went along too...
I think everyone had a very filling night... haha...my stomach was so round after the buffet..omg..fatty...

7 october- Enterprise UT... =(
9 october-Science UT..

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School again tmr...
but happy that i am meeting ah bear after sch & book for genting trip on october holiday !! Happy & Excited !!

Quick quick holiday !!

Hehehe..Holiday =)

2008-09-30T08:40:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah..I love holiday =)

3 big Reasons

1) i can sleep late
2) i can so what i want
3)No need go sch

Happy Hari Raya to all my Malay friends = ) hopw you all enjoy your hari raya ohh =)
Get as much "ang mao" as you can !!

Whoaa....F1...I enjoy watching F1 man...it is so chilling
Ohh..I am kind of disappointed about the Ferrai team...Massa =(
Thought they might go first but due to some incident...the 1st place went to Renault...(Forget the Racer's name) =P

well well...However i am still happy that Lewis Himilton (mclaren) get 3rd !! aRGHH !! He is so cool !! Wahaa

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wELL...below here is a picture of me & my 1st sem friend when we meet up for breakfast in sch... =) Sweet?? Hehe...

demotivated...where is my motivation??

2008-09-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

Kind of feeling demotivated ...i don't know why i have such feelings...

Is like i don't feel like going to sch recently...
Not really happy with my grades
Dislike the semester..things started to change...
My mind is totally blank
i have to find my MOTIVATION back !!

I hate myself saying all thses really....I shouldn't be so restless...
I should push myself...continue to push myself...where is that dream??
Where i that life i want??
=)

I have to quickly find my soul back !!

huh ?! stress??

2008-09-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

Had done communications skills today...hmm..had much fun today with teh group and class as we are doing a skit for out presentation. It was like so funny...omg..The topic today is is ur head a slave to ur heart? Is something more about emotions actucally. Whereby we had 3 videos done. 1st is about world without emotions, second one is about respecting people's emotions and lastly is about a normal world with emotions.

yeah...Emotions is essencial in our life in order to make life a more coulorful one =)

Went to 883 today to get the medicine that mum wants at the Clinic. The doctor does not allow me to buy it as i brought the medicine like 1 year ago ? It is actucally a cream for ezema(allergic). Therefore i had to see the doctor. well, since i am already there i shall tell the doctor about my acne problem. Is liek i does not have pimples last time, now i have it like on my forehead, some part of my cheeks and my chin, It is so irritating !! The doc says i am too stress? Hmm...well..maybe...i shall not give myself so much stress till pimples pop all over my face... and shall drink more water..eat more veggie/fruits/enough sleep (daily at 11pm ??)(YA RIGHT)..AGRH !!

den den den

Doctor gave me Erthromycin EES (an antibotics) to help clear my acne !!
Hopes it helps =)

School tmr again... so tired arghh !! I wan more sleep !! hahahahaha

Pimples pimples go away !!

Kelly's wedding =)

2008-09-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hehe..attended ah bear's colleague (Kelly)'s wedding dinner ytd...Hehe...She is so pretty look like a princess =) I wish her happily and loving forever with her husband =) Here are some pic taken ytd =)

My new class E35D =)

2008-09-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

School reopens on 3 sept....2nd semester olready... New people in my class...new block at E3... Overall, i feel that the people in my class are nicer than people in W34A...They seems more friendly and also playful branch... They like to tease one another which makes everyone goes more comfortable with one another... =)
Still, i think thre needs some more time to create the bonding =) Did some modules with newly formed grouping...great...i work rather well with them.

At first i thought E3 is like further than W3..whih makes me feel so sian...But it is not true...Haha...E3 is so mch nearer !! Yeahh...Summre it is near to E1 foodcourt & lib cafe...hehehe...I am just a lazy bum...Well..let you all take a look at my classmater..hehehe

Holidays =)

2008-08-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

Holidays has passed for about a week. Really enjoy it cos I am able to sleep late everyday again.Well, i am just a lazy bum...However it is still quite short compared to the others...only 3 weeks..my other frends has 2 months =(

Class changing...I am going to face another group of new people... Wonder how is it going to be like...Will it be better or worse? Haha

Went out with sok Leng ytd...Had great time shopping with her...we can shop around orchard for hours and hours. I am getting so tired after shopping. Brought a green smiley tshirt which is so cute...LOL and a blur dress...which looks so sweet... Hehe..Sok Leng brought even more than me...I think she has brought like 2 tops, a skirt, a ring and a watch...wahahaa... We had so much fun hopping together and chatting... Hopes she find someone true soon =)

Went Sentosa with Ah bear on SUnday...hehe...HAs so much fun too... althought it rain. Took lots of pictures at sentosa... We went up to the Merlion to watch the full view of SIngapore...hehe..so fun...Shall upload the pic soon... HEHEHE

Planning to watch fireworks with ite mates on Saturday =) hehehe

Wishlist / things to be done....

2008-07-31T08:48:00.000-07:00

-NDP 2008 tickets
-Try to love visual basicthough i hate it !
-Want my eyes to recover fully
-Lasik Surgery
-No pimples
-Cut my hair
-Go out with my ite friends
-Go sentosa with Bear
-Go shopping with mummy
-Work harder for next sem UT
-Get a thumbdrive
-Get a new mouse
-Advance Dip in Pharmarcy Practice after year 2
-Go into Local University
-Talk to him again
-Be happpy everyday
-Go and dance
-Master Korea language
-Have a goldren retriver one day
-Go into science lab again and do experiement & play with instruments
-No more unwanted worries
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Well..this is all i can think off and want at this moment...
Some might takes time i know....
Hahass... did my last Ut today...i know i flunk it...but nvm... i think most of them can't do it cos its too hard...arghh..whateva...

Should i go sch tml ??? SO lazy !!! aiyoooooo

No title...haha...

2008-07-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

About less than 2 weeks, our class is going to split and holiday will start soon. After the holiday, i will see brand new people in my class again and got to know them all over from the start. 3 UTs this week and it was ather okay for the tue & wed one..one more to go on thursday and that will mark the end of Uts for sem 1... Kind of stress..becos it was the last Uts...the last chance to pull the grades from the previous not so good grades...

Well..its true...people really get demotivated by some comments (this is the probem statement for enterprise today) We have to accept good and bad things into our mind and really reflect on it... I was demotivated by my computing grades...it was devasting... hai... but nvm..it not that bad...i shall work on it...

hate my sensative eyes... I miss the great food in life...i cant take seafood...i cant take egg...i think not even my fav salmond.... Hai... I have to be cautious of what i eat in order not to have swollen and red eyes... If i eat the wrong thing..it will goes itch like hell... & cant stop me frm scratching... ARGH !! Miserable... but i am glad its getting better from the medicine by the specialist... " You have to avoid food that triggers your eyes" say the eyes specialist...=( I have stop wearing contacts for the time being to let my eyes so call rest & recover.. Last few weeks i thought i will go blind soon...as i have blurr vision...i cant concentrate in class... but people ard me didnt knows... only i know....i was afraid... so i shall not delay seeing the eyes specialist anymre... the doc say i rub too hard till the cornea's skin came off abit... I was rather shock...did i rub so hard ?! arghh... but its ok now... so no more worriess.... =)

Looking fowad to the holidays so i can have better rest....argh...craving for it... Hope to meet my dear friends during National Day =)

2008-06-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

Monday 9 June 08

Went to pray Guan Yin & watch movie with Bear ytd @ Bugis =)

Hehe..watched Gong Fu panda...Wad a sweet movie
Cute & fatty panda (Bear's relative)
Now then i know that Panda can also be a gong fu panda..

I do learnt somthing from this movie : Is that never give up no matter how hard or how unusual to be... =)
With preservance, something which is so hard to be accomplished will eventually be fullfill =P heh...

Ate Korean food for dinner...hehe so yummy...I love kimchi soup !! Hot & spicy

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Tuesday 10 June 2008

Hehe..Met mummy for lunch at Cwp...Had KFC...heh heh kentucky fried chicken...Yummy

Wet back to breadtalk to ask if i can go back and work...immediately i was asked that i will be able to start work at Thursday..haha...so fast =)

At least i can earn some allowance now then not earning any la =)

So that i can go holiday with Bear...hehehe

work on every tue,wed & Friday after school...6 to 11

then sat & sun any time 8 hours...hmmm....

weekends....

2008-06-08T01:30:00.001-07:00

Bear's finally out from the jungle...LOL...

Went shopping with him ytd at Marina Square...Hehe...He brought me a very cute top which i really like very much... =) Went to times and brought the korean phase book...I didnt know when i had the interest in learning korean language..LOL...

Ate sakae Sushi again ytd....hehehe yummy sashimi
> Receive sms from ah kiong saying that yong qiang is injured... Rather shock about that...but hope that he recovered fast =)

Went home and i am so eager to listen to CD on how to speak korean language...
rather interesting :)
Chat with ying chao while listen to the cd...He say he likes watermelon so i drew a watermelon on msn for him. i seems to addicted to drawing on msn nowadays... (picture provided)

The thing is i slept @ 3am and wake up at 330pm today !! omg !!

OW... 1 more week sch reopens !!

i dun 1
i dun 1
i dun 1
i dun 1

Gonna go crazy...

2008-06-04T05:25:00.000-07:00

2 weeks of vacation but it seems rather sucky still...

Stay at home and wack wiwawa & watching korea drama ...Bored when bear's not around...So sad...

Mum nagging and nagging...as she is frustrated about her work...but why is she throwing temper at me? sucks...i didnt even bother...its such a pain!

Feeling so bored and sad...life's so sucky...

21 Birthday...

2008-05-29T23:40:00.000-07:00

Whoa..i am such a lazy girl to update my blog...Wahaha :)

Well...So many thinggy happened in this month (May)...Well..
First is I am offically 21
Second is Bear is going for reservice
Third i don't really get a good grade or my first shown UT
Forth Really get so sick of school life & problem statements are getting harder and harder !!

Really enjoyed the celebrations i had for my 21 birthday though is rather simple without any chalet or BBQ (Cos i don't really like to make it big)...Muhaha...I am low profile person... Receieved 9 red roses, a hello kitty cake, a new crumpler bag (Got 2 crumpler bags now), went to sakurah for buffet & 1st attempt to the Singapore Flyers !! Omg... Its such a good experience... such nice scenery at night at the whole view of singapore... Really want to thanks BEAR !! MUackss !! Several friends message me to wish me happy birthday & telling me that i will get a belated birthday present from them as they are busy....HAHA...its ok la :) I will not mind la... Its the thoughts that counts...

The day before my birthday, Mr Aaron actucally brought a HAmburger cake for the MAy babies.. How nice of him...:) The MAy babies are : Cheryl, Jaffir, Mon Mon & me...HEHEHE....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US...Thanks lots Mr AAron( Our enterprise FAcy)

Somethig quite ....No words to describe it.....happened on my birthday !!
Took 960 home after the great experience at the SIngapore Flyers... However, the bus broke down half way on the road...LOL...is like why did it broke down on my birthday ?! okok...nvm...the funny thing is...in such a situation whereby most people are wondering what to do next, saw a couple still having the mood to hug tgether so close & kissing while waiting for another bus to come on the main road...is like ?! WTH !! LOL...but its a great show...

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YEAH YEAH..Term break coming...however bear's not by my side as he need to go for reservice for 10 days :(... its ok..its ok

Have decide with my ite mates that we going back to ite next firday to have some catch up with my lesctuers ..how nice :) ...HEHE :P

LAst....i think i flunk ytd's UT...is like...duh....whateva la...muhahahaha....

Mixed feelings...

2008-05-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

I have having so many types of feelings in me now... Actually more to the negative side.. Have started my next part of learning at another institution, trying much to adapt to its unique way of learning. As in we get to mixed around with different people but also work out a problem with them daily. Besides presentation is inevidable in my institution. It will be really good once you get sick in the sense get so familar with it till you are sick and tired of it. However, just don't feel so right when it comes to people in our class... I dun feel the bond as much as i had from my ite days... We guys are so sporting in ite but not in my class now... No bonding and sad to say there are internal conflicts...

Its really sad as we just start school for like 5 weeks and something like this happened...Is like come on la people, get a life la... Omg...why tak bad about people when you don't even know the people well enough and why be in such vain behaviour when people is just trying to be friendly with you... Anyway...i am not going to bother much...its not my problem anyway... i will just mind my own business and get away with it...

Besides something quite shocking happened and i think i am the last to know...MY secondary school's friend's mum passed away...is like we are in the same block yet i don't even know till i saw another friends's MSN message and ask him abt it...as he put the word " condolence"...I felt abit disappointed about myself sometimes... is liek i should go and give some concern to my friend although we are not that close la... I just hate myself sometimes... i dunno why...pathetic feel...

I somehow starts to believe what some people says...after something good happened...something bad will happen next...haisss.... why cant humans be happy everyday?? Are we to get punished when we come to this world?

I don't understand
i don't understand
I don't understand
i feel that i sux
i feel moody
i feel emo
shit....

I am contented to have Bear...he gives me the strength... i love Bear & Family
Treasure everyone you loved before its too late....

EMO....

I love my EX-class

2008-03-29T10:19:00.000-07:00

29 March 2008... We guys from JB0504C/R meet up for our gathing at Marina Seoul garden..16 of us turned up for this gathing... Was rather happy to meet up my classmates and my favourite lecturer mdm ruhaidah again... I could never feel the bond between us compared while i am with others... Our bonding is like so strong...i hope our friendships stays forever ths way... :D LAo Da even make a Cd of our class... NIce and beautiful memories :)

JB0504C/R ROX

27,28 and 29 March

2008-03-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

Went to RP SAS camp on 27&28...

well...didnt really enjoyed the camp though i had made so nice friends there.Couldnt sleep well at night... Lights were out at 12am but i still heard alot of mumbling voices until about 2am then they settle down and fall asleep... the crazy thing is they woke up at 4am in the morning ! is just like they only sleep for 2 hrs... They are inconsiderate people...the moment they woke up..they start giggling and speaking loudly to one another... they didnt gave a thought for others... dont they know others are still sleeping ?! damn ! tossing and turning above my sleepin bags but i still feel the hardness of the floor...however...i was woken up by my team mate at 430am...asking me to accompany her to the toilet...i was like okok...since i wan to go to the toilet too and i cant sleep ! backed from the toilet and wanted to catch more sleep...but i dont seems to...is like i cant be disturbed of not i will not sleep well... i am mentally tired but still i cant slp...Finally i woke up at 6am...went to brush my teeth with 2 other team mates as we had to be ready by 7am ! damn is like so early 7am ! Another thing i hate abt this camp is during the bathing time ! Is like so unfair for our team ytd...Other teams have so much time to bath and their girls even have time to make up and doll themselves up for the gala night...but for Pixar...it sucks... We are the last to bath as we had to rehearse for our performances later and is like we only have 15 min ! I was so damn piss when i dunno which fakin idiot knocked my door so hard asking me to hurry only after i go in for 3 mins ! SHE knock so hard till my bags and all my toiletries dropped on the wet floor ! i was like so piss and i shout back OEI loudly to tat fakin idiot ! Overall i feel that the camp is bit childish...but somehow i enjoyed the last part which is the RED carpet Affair (GAla night)... it seems like a grand thing as i saw some of them wearing as if they are having their wedding...(maybe i sounded too over) i enjoyed the performances by other teams and of cos the time when my team performs... HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL was our team...We sang...Na Na Na Na NA NA NA NA YEAHhh..YOU are the MUSIC IN ME... :) and the wushu group...Hovever i think i still enjoyed the last last part which is GOING HOME ! I swear i will nv go to camps anymore from now on !

PIXAR 2 SAS RP

2008-03-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

HAHA, Find this song by Cindy Wang rather funny...Enjoyed :)
The guy playing NDS (Cooking MAMA) in the video...LOL

After so long...

2008-03-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

Haha..so long since i update my blog again le...Some of my friends even asked why i didnt update...haha..cos dunno what else to write abt ma...Well..i finally leave Breadtalk ! So happy! Finally leave that place... dislike the management there as days grew !Just sucks... Going to find for another pt job...Hmm...
After so long..finally backed to school soon :) Cant wait to go back to schools for lesson... i think i really enjoyed schooling than working..Well..simply enjoys being a student:)Some of my ite mates are also going back to school and they seems to have the same kind of feeling as me. They sounded so excited..some are even worried that they are unable to cope. Well..we just worked hard together and headed for our dreams...right
Can't wait to have gathering with my long time no see ite mates on the 29 of March... :)

Emo...

2008-01-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

Didn't know what happen to me..i seems to be more sensative then usual these days... Is like i get piss easily...ger upset easily...get dishearted easily and last..get sad easily... Tears may just roll down my cheeks... well.. dunno what happen to me... maybe due to some hormone changes in my body... i hate myself being like this... I act as i have no worries and happy infront of ppl but actucally inside me..i feel so low... i dun wan ppl to know i am crying inside... maybe i am just thinking too much and being too sensative... Well...i hope i will be ok soon... "(

Wishing for miracles...

Late updates or 2008

2008-01-22T08:33:00.000-08:00

Been almost a month gone for the newly 2008...Well...I think my wish is going to come true this year very soon... :) Well.. just pray hard...I shall know the outcome very soon... In my newly 2008...there are ups and down...there are still things that i got so furious with esp from my stupid part time job...how i hope to leave so real soon !!

Went to chinatown with dear today...Lunar New year is just abt 2 weeks a way.. Just a blink of eyes and it there.. i really cant wait to go genting !! To relax myself from those stupid encounters i have met and those stress feelings... abit disapointed that dear isn't following up this year...but i am sure there will be a chance someday...hee..waiting :)

Brought so many yummy cookies and bak gua :) Thanks my bear :) Below is a picture of a stall...i find their name so cute & unique... and their mix pork soup ( sorry to the malays )is delicious :)Haha, i am craving for more !! Try it if you see it @ chinatown !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007-12-24T23:38:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was christmas eve...really had lots of fun ytd and pretty glad to receive some cute christmas present :) Had buffet with my ite mates (Ah kiong, yong qiang, kelly, serene, hui ping, sebas, june and zhen wei ..haha forget his name ) and dear dear at cinnleasure Suki Sushi. Really has alot of fun while eating...While we keep on disturbing hui ping by putting all the cream puff in a row of 6 or 7 on the sushi belt and ask her to finish all up. we even flim a video of her chatting with Zhen wei in a very close way behind the sushi belts... Haha...i shall share this video here... :)

Haha...although is abit lame..but it rather funny... This is a pic of the xmas present i received from ah kiong... Cute ? Hello Kitty And Dear Daniel :)

After Our buffet lunch..Me and dear went around shopping orchard road..wow..its so crowded wor... Dear brought me a belt and a pretty bag as christmas present :) hehe.. Thanks dear...We shop till about 9pm then we decide to leave orchard as it gettign more and more crowded... We head to Ngee Ann poly ( Halo Bar ) to meet dear's frends up for the christmas party...before that i even went over to the nursing dept to take pic :p
we had our countdown there and of cos gift exchange... really had a fun xmas :

hectic

2007-12-18T08:29:00.000-08:00

wow..what a buzy day man... Working today is so buzy... so many customers...Its the peak month as Christumas i nearing... began to feel like a crazy woman there...working, rushing and buzy like hell... My cousin visited me today but i don't have much time to entertain him... cos i am just too buzy... There is another decision for me now... if i wan to switch job...but i am thinking if it is worth doing so... Have to really think hard about it... Christmas is within a week's time...feeling so excited about it... another time to enjoy with my dear sunshine bear :) Really looking foward to it... results will be out next month... Excited excited !!

Happy 24th Birthday dear!!

2007-12-17T01:55:00.000-08:00

Whoa..yesterday is my dear's birthday..Think he really enjoyed his borthday from the smiles from his face... May all ur birthday wishes comes true :P Loves you a dozen !! Enjoyed the zoo trip with dear too :)

His birthday is nearinggg....

2007-12-12T21:53:00.000-08:00

My sUnshIne Bear's Birthday is neaRing...Looking

foward to celebrate with him :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

2007-12-12T20:28:00.001-08:00

Pissed

2007-12-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

12 Dec 07... Just back from Kular Lumpur after a visit to my sick grandma on Sunday morning. The state she is now give me a very pathetic feeling...is like she can't walk around herself and has to lye there. She can't go to the toilet herself...yet the maid will only arrive after 2 months time... has to help her around... In my stay there..i have experience on how hard people to take care of a disabled person. i really solute the nurses. You may just get awake in the middle of the night to help the person to do his/her business...

The main thing is i am rather pissed when i get back to Singapore...received msgs and miss calls from my part time job manager and staff asking why i didnt go to work on the tuesday morning... i msg back in an angry tone... "DIDnt i told you on the saturday night that i cant go for work on tuesday and wenesday ?! You forgotten ? What kind of manager is this... how could you forget and left poor shu fang all alone working in e morning without me around ! Important things yet he forget... the funny thing is he still call me on saturday night and comfirm with me on not working on tue and wed... yet he.... hai...

Going for work later.... kind of pissed with him and the type of management...

Hope my grandma gets well soon ...God bless her