.Friday, May 9, 2008 ' 9:02 AM Y
I have having so many types of feelings in me now... Actually more to the negative side.. Have started my next part of learning at another institution, trying much to adapt to its unique way of learning. As in we get to mixed around with different people but also work out a problem with them daily. Besides presentation is inevidable in my institution. It will be really good once you get sick in the sense get so familar with it till you are sick and tired of it. However, just don't feel so right when it comes to people in our class... I dun feel the bond as much as i had from my ite days... We guys are so sporting in ite but not in my class now... No bonding and sad to say there are internal conflicts...
Its really sad as we just start school for like 5 weeks and something like this happened...Is like come on la people, get a life la... Omg...why tak bad about people when you don't even know the people well enough and why be in such vain behaviour when people is just trying to be friendly with you... Anyway...i am not going to bother much...its not my problem anyway... i will just mind my own business and get away with it...
Besides something quite shocking happened and i think i am the last to know...MY secondary school's friend's mum passed away...is like we are in the same block yet i don't even know till i saw another friends's MSN message and ask him abt it...as he put the word " condolence"...I felt abit disappointed about myself sometimes... is liek i should go and give some concern to my friend although we are not that close la... I just hate myself sometimes... i dunno why...pathetic feel...
I somehow starts to believe what some people says...after something good happened...something bad will happen next...haisss.... why cant humans be happy everyday?? Are we to get punished when we come to this world?
I don't understand
i don't understand
I don't understand
i feel that i sux
i feel moody
i feel emo
shit....
I am contented to have Bear...he gives me the strength... i love Bear & Family
Treasure everyone you loved before its too late....
EMO....
